ok last night for first time since me and clara been together we went out on a awosme date i bot her flowers and a card but i do this once a week i cook breakfast for her before we go work i do dishes and sweep floor then when we get off work i let her go take a shower and make a nice dinner as im a chef so i love to cook but i do it becouse i know once you loose your love there is no feeling like it in the world and you learn what need to be fixed in your self and only get better as i could have drank my self to death or drugs but i gave my life to my father in heaven and this has been for the first time in my life the best i have ever been its not becouse of me at all god is going through me and made me who i am today so please just tell your loved ones even if your mad you forgive them and just love one another help others and if some one needs or just to talk to and see a smile on there face is worth a million dollors god bless i just wanted to say little of my life and hope it passes on to some one s thats what gods children do god bless